October 2011
Uggh~
Shoulve stayed single longer. I think i made the wrong choice or dating someone again…-.- 6 months with the single life is just isnt enough for me i suppose. Always got to make the other one feel better and all. Drama here and there with them. Shouldve just said no and stuck with it. Gotta talk to them if i dont he assumes shits happening….gosh, what did i get myself into? Ask me if im happy. My answer is Yes. Ask me if im truly happy. ill hesitate and say No. *sighs* Everywhere i go and or turn….drama and sadness. ugh. whatever……
The little words...
Are What Hurts The Most.
Even though that person who/m is saying that/those word/s dont think that they hurt, they do. It hurts like someone stabbed you in the heart. Bring called annoying or being told to stop being so touchy feeling, or whatever it may be, by the person that you love most; it is like they are saying to stop loving them. Little by little, those little words will soon break the heart into tiny bits. For me, personally, when the person that i love ignores me, or tell me to stop bothering them, it makes me want to break down in tears because it is like they are telling to get away from them. Ive been told to get away from the person i love before…but i pretend like it dosent hurt and just get away like how i was told to. But… nonetheless, you still love that person with all your heart, even though they say things and or do things that hurts you the most. All you gotta do is fake it until the end; even though it hurts like hell.
